目錄2022/2/9. 12022/1/26. 11泰坦尼克號... 20怦然心動... 24CGTN劉欣... 33不要讓武漢的眼淚白流... 332022/2/9state-owned en

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2022/2/9. 1

2022/1/26. 11

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怦然心動... 24

CGTN劉欣... 33

不要讓武漢的眼淚白流... 33

2022/2/9

state-owned enterprise國企

what’s ur commute vehicle every single day?

what kind of industry are you working in?

just checking隨便問問

incident、、episode故事

that makes u guys the best friends?

and so bonded together>?
that’s why I look so damn old

well there’s not much to do except enjoy xxx

there’s hierachy and unevenness

it is the year of the tiger,xx sincerely wishes u prosperity and good health.

winter olympics officially kicked off正式拉開帷幕

the chinese delegation has performed well

a specialty特產

被賦予is often associated with a happier life,with many children in a chinese family

hidden design

the crystal olympics rings was gradually carved out of a huge hunk of ice

it means no matter what barrier the world is facing ,we shall still stick together and make great success,

feel the world’s warm embrace to china’s open window

fiscal and tax policies財稅政策

excessive human activity

marine life

at an alarming rate

people are taking good care of their froendds in the ocean

as the national day is approaching

avoid disasters at home and at work by getting un-spillable xxx

some might in fact be watching this video right now wondering”why have my Asian genes failed me?”

it’s a bit of a generalized statement or stereotype,but as a whole,there’s definitely some truth to it and we’ll get into why what it is in this video.

malnutrition and starvation is rampant.

but if you look at the asian country,most of which have a much higher standard of living.

I should point out that….

[例句]Speed had always exhilarated him.

速度總是使他感到興奮。

[例句]Add a sprinkle of cheese and serve.

再撒點奶酪，然后端上桌。

[例句]You must accept a portion of the blame for this crisis.

你必須承擔這次危機的一部分責任。

another difference in eating habits is portion size.

bowl /plate

and this helps regulate how much is consumed in one sitting.在一餐中。

often the case there is a wider variety on offer,so there is more to choose from as well.

large or supersize?

leafy greens 綠色蔬菜

consistently - 百度翻譯

consistently

英[k?n?s?st?ntli]

美[k?n?s?st?ntli]

adv. 一貫地; 始終如一地;

[例句]Product innovation: consistently delivering new products or features early to the marketplace

產品革新：一貫地盡早向市場交付新的產品或特性

especially for xxx

ingrain

v.

使根深蒂固;使遍體滲透

adj.

根深蒂固的;遍體滲透的;固有的;積習成性的;生染的

n.

本質;紗染毛線;原紗染色

it's just ingrained.自然而然的習慣

bland（菜的味道）

英 [bl?nd] 美 [bl?nd]

adj.

平淡的;乏味的;清淡的;無滋味的;沉穩的;無動于衷的;講話枯燥的

mixed vegetable什錦蔬菜

it's a common belif that

i should note that

not everyone reacts the same way.

eliminate

英 [??l?m?ne?t] 美 [??l?m?ne?t]

vt.

排除;清除;消除;(比賽中)淘汰;消滅，干掉(尤指敵人或對手)

minimizing or eliminating your drinks

lead to better xx for some individuals

one thing's for certain

digestion

metabolism

英 [m??t?b?l?z?m] 美 [m??t?b?l?z?m]

n.

新陳代謝

Asian cities,are densely populated.

add to that 并且

many of these cities have extremely efficient

reliable transportation systems

leading one to possibly conclude that

formented food

gut

英 [ɡ?t] 美 [ɡ?t]

n.

腸胃;腸道;消化道;(尤指動物的)內臟;(尤指大的)胃，肚子;勇氣;內心;核心

vt.

損毀(建筑物或房屋的)內部;取出…的內臟(以便烹飪)

adj.

以感情為基礎的;非理性的;本能的

deployment

英 [d??pl??m?nt] 美 [d??pl??m?nt]

n.

(部隊、資源或裝備的)部署，調集

when I was trained as a historian,we were taught to think of history as just the story of humankindBut if you think about it,there’s much more to the story

we should trace our history into Deep Time to the information of our tsplanet,our solar system ,even the universe itself.

in this series we’re taking a new look at important eras in human historyby flashing back at key moments,

exploding stars

the clash of continents

secretly shape the story we thought we know

by revealing the surpring links between human history and the deep past

our voyages and battles

driven not only by the decisions we make,but by physics,geology,biology,chemistry,by forces that can be too similar to see,

the only way …is to think in a whole new way.

As I spend some time at home with my family this Christmas season ,I’m reminded yet again how quickly time flies.It’s the end of the year again.Not really sure how that happened .But naturally it gets me thinking about the year I just had and whether or not I liked that year.What are some things that I did well ?What are some things that I want to improve on?And I do really like the direction that my life is going in?And for the most part,probably more than any other late December pondering,that answer is yes.you know,I’m pretty happy with where I’m at right now,but it wasn’t easy to get here.And I remember so many times in my life where that answer was no,where I really don’t like the person that I was when I thought ABOUT it,I really had some deep regrets about the year that I just had.i made some mistakens that I really wanted to correct.i wanted to break some bad habits.I wanted to start new habits.But the problem is it seemed like the same story every year.i didn’t really know where to start/I didn’t really know the secret to getting change to stick,

trying to figure out the magic formula that will help me stick to my goals and truly start a new chapter in my life.But the bottom line is you’re not gonna change a thing if you don’t want to change.if you just feel like you should make a New Year’s resolution,or you want to change some aspect of your life.because somebody told you that it was a good idea,then you kind of defeat yourself before you even start.You need to combine a very strong will to change with a good strategy.And I can’t provide you with that will,but I can provide you with a strategy.I want to cover some things that helped me really transform my life,not in sort of an overnight kind of way,as we’ll go over,but as a consistent mechansim that served me day after day.So that over the course of months,I was in a better position that I was the previous year. And these things that I’m gonna go over,don’t just apply to New Year’s.if you have a strong feeling that there’s something in particular thAT you want to change about your life,then hopefully some of these things that I’m gonna over will help you do just that.So the first thing is to pick one thing to focus on.it’s extremely tempting to try to let your mind run irresponsibly wild with all the things that you want to change about your life,In your mental health,your physical health,your social life,blah bidy,blah bidy,blah.And this is good.This motivation and this drive to improve is extremely useful,but you should dedicate all of this emotion to changing one thing about your life.Later down the line,as this thing becomes a habit,it might only take 30 days for you to have this thing locked in.Then you can think about adding more things.SO what thing do you pick?i think the first thing you should do is write down a list of things that you want to change about your life in several different areas. and be very detailed and specific.Where do you want to be five years from now?wherever do you want to be in your financial life,your social life?

if you were to boil down one of these things into a daily habit that you could implement,what would that look like?An obvious example is if you want to have some ripped beach body and have crazy muscle mass and low body fat,then obviously probably the most important thing that will help you get there is to develop a consistent gym habit.So the actionable process to achieve that hypothetical goal is to go to the gym four or five times a week,or whatever you think works for you.And once you’ve determined what the actionable process to achieve that eventual goal is,it’s really important to reflect on whether or not you are comfortable with doing that process day after day.is this something that is realistic to you?Because this process is what you’re gonna be interacting with 100% of the time.you’re not gonna be interacting with the goal.once you get there,your goal will change.The process itself is what that thing will feel like.it’ll never feel like you are living that goal.you have to learn to fall in love with the process itself.AND that is possible because a lot of that satisfaction comes from the quite understandiwng that you’re trending your life in the direction that you want to trend it in.part of the reason why going to the gym feels so good is because you know that going to the gym is good for you.AND going to the gym,you’re becoming someone you are proud of.you are operating on a day-to -day basis,as a more authentic version of yourself.And the gym specifically feels really good. because of the endorphin rush and the feeling of power you get.when you lift heavy weights.pretty much anybody who’s ever been consistent with the gym knows that they are consistent,not because they’re thinking about this end goal all the time.it’s just because they really like the way going to the gym makes them feel .both physically and mentally and emotionallyit’s just so good for you .This is a big ad for going to the gymif being well-read and well-versed in literature is extremely important to you.and you decide that this is the one thing that you want to work on,you want to read a book a month or whatever,then anybody who’s actually been successful with that will know that the thing that kept them going wasn’t this vague concept of this vague sentiment of getting smarter.they just learn to enjoy reading for what it is.The microcosm of their end goal became the enjoyable thing to interact with.so decide what exactly about your life you want to change.what does that look like specifically?The determine what that thing looks like on a day-to-day basis.Then try to figure out whether or not you’re ready to strap on the boots and do that thing every single day.because that thing is the thing.if you can’t find enjoyment and fulfillment in the daily process of getting to where you want to be in life,then not only are you probably not gonna stick with this change,but your overall just gonna live a less enjoyable life.if everything you do on a day-tp-day basis is just a means to an end,then your life is just a means to an end.

the second point I want to make is that focusing yourself is a good thing a lot of the time.right off the bart,you might have alarm bells going,

Almost everything worthwhile in life requires some form of sacrifice.a lot of the time,you’re not going to do whatever the hell you decided is the best thing for you.But you

should never determine the value that something has in your life before you do it.you can use your judgement

we’re talking about doing things that you’ve a;ready determined are good for you and will help you be where you want to be in life.and help you be someone you’re proud of.

AND A lot of the times，even though these things are extremely good for you.before

you do them.you’re gonna have tons of this emotional and physcial resistance in the way of

doing that thing.And a lot of the time,these rationalizations will say stuff like,’you’re getting

burnt out’you need to just take a break today.But in these particular situations,what you’ll

find is that almost 100% of the time,if you just do the thing anyways,you’ll realize that those

rationalizations were bullshit.you’re super tired,you are super stress for work.and you have

this voice in your head saying,No ,,you’re burnt,out,just take a break ,don’t pick up those

sneakers and go for a run.But you do it anyways,you just go and put on your sweet

pants.;you put on your running shoes,and you go for a run anyways.pretty much 100% of

the time,you’ll say,wow,I’m so glad I didn’t listen to that rationalization.i feel invigorated and

proud of myself.because I didn’t fall for that .And on that topic of burnout or feeling

lethargic or depressed,it’s extremely hard to feel that way by consistently taking constructive

action.Far more draining on your will and your existence is the slow creep of existential

dread.as you sit around and do nothing,and let opportunities pass you by.That’s far more

draining on your existence than forcing yourself to go to the gym.even though you’re a little

tried.So use your brain,I’m not saying punish yourself for messing up or make you feet

bleed.and call yourself a bitch if you don’t run 10 miles.and take cold showers in the

morning.or something stupid like that.Obviously you csn take it too far,but it is healthy to

force yourself past the resistance,and the rationalizations holding you back from doing

something that you already know is good for you.AND the final point I want to mention is

that you can make the proccesses work for you.There is a way to make the processes

genuinely more enjoyable,and there’a a lot of methods that you can employ to make this

happen.it’s important to realize that you’re on your own side.you don’t want to punish

yurself for messing up/you don’t want participate in activities that you find absolutely

unenjoyable to your core/there are ways to make these things that are good for you also

feel good in the moment.A really good example of this is I wanted to started doing

deadlifts,but i hate deadlifts.

DO Not be afraid to modify your approach and modify the habit.so that it is something that is more enjoyable to you.And if the process itself is something that you look forward to doing.then I guarantee you.it’ll be no problem sticking with that change for the longterm.so the bottom line is,if you want to substantially your life in one year,take it one habit at a time,figure out why you want to do that habit/and what the end goal of that habit is.Then try to make that habit as enjoyable as possible for yourself/AND once you do that,do it

anyways.regardless of what your rationalizations are.evaluate whether that thing was good

for you after you do it，not before you do it.And you can start compounding this month

after month.once you have one habit locked in after one month,add a new habit the second month,AND by the new end of a year,you might have 12 new habits,which might be overkill

at that point.you might only need a few cornerstone habits,that will change your life

forever.but honestly,over the course of one year,the sky is the limit.you can be in a substantially better place this time next year/if you implement this strategy,combined with

your motivation and will to change/so good luck to all of you guys,no matter whether it’

New Year’s ,or July ,August ,September or whatever.whenever you’re watching this video.this advice applies to you.

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I had a coaching client last year,say something that was incredibly wise,when he hired me.and in other words.i took him on as a oaching client ,he said ,the reason that I wanted to be your client is because I want to be where you are in a few years.and I know you did not get there by accident.you design your life.and I thought that was extremely wise and spot-on,becauese the thing is so many of us wake up.when we’re 20 or 30 or 40 or 50 and realized we don’t even know why we got here or how we’re here,and we know for sure that.this is not where I wanted to be/where we wanted to be years and years ago.i want to share my personal process I use for not only scripting the direction of your life,but how I reinvented my own life.and consciously created it from 26 until 30.

the very first part is the design

the second part is the habits you use or doing a daily basis.and the third id the follow through weirther follow-up

how do you actually stay on crack.whenyou get off track.because half of the game of goal achievement is purely when you get ounched in the face,what are you gonna do differently to get back up amd get back in the flight.

there’s almost no consciousness or conscious energy giving me thinking aboutwhat do I want to build in the future.like what consciously and concretely do I want to improve,so for me the way that I do that is first of all,I have a journal,where i’m regularly writing down updates for the kind of life that I want to build.you know it starts with the version,which makes me think of the fact that ,the skyscrapers of New Year started,with a picture in somebody ‘s head.and so did spacehips.and so it in curing a difficult disease.and so when I think of it like that,I always make sure I’m consciously creating even it is just in my thoughts.even if it’s just up there.

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let’s roll with it入鄉隨俗

I even think about passion in relationships,but I think what most people seek when thinking about passion.is the answer to the dreadful question.what do I want to do with my life?

I think it’s safe that wanting to construct a life for yourself where you get to spend your time,energy and attention on the things you enjoy is a universal desire.And I also think there’s this innate fear of living ann unfulfilling life,and finding your passion then sounds like the antidote to that,whichw is why the search for it can sometimes become a desperate one.we want to find something worth comtting to.Now,we recently talked about purpose,which is ‘why’,today I’d like to talk about passion,which is the ‘what’,and I’d like to discuss with you,why I think the framing ‘finding the passion’ or’searching for you passion’,which we often see being thrown around is tricky,and perhaps even misleading.i’m going to be talking fromm the perspective of some who has ‘found their passion’,or at least found a passion,I definetely think you can have muiltiple.which is this:creating videos,writing,storytelling,filmmaking,and all the other things that it entails,now,I don’t have all of this figured out by all means .i’m still pondering and wondering,but I’d like to share some of that pondering with you,mainly 3 things that I’ve peronally come to understand,last learn since that I had gotten completely wrong from the beginning…

problem1.passions are formed,not found

as waiting for your dream prince or princess to show up at your door.sure,some people come of the womb singing and continue to sing for the best of their lives,and yes,I do think,that there are some things we’re more inclined to have interest in based on our personality and belief system abd what not,but I think.the general belief that passions are found and not formed can be misleading ,

firstly,I think it’s just frustrating to think that way.i would look at others who seemed to have found their passion and I would think.why I haven’t found mine?!what is wrong with me where is that sucker hiding?

secondly,I think it’s limiting.i think there are a lot of things that I could be doing that could potentially turn into ‘passion’,I’m not limiting myself by believing that there must be certain things I’m meant to be discovering .i prefer to view the world as my playground,and I think having that mindset creates space for opportunies to present themselves.

Thirdly,I have learnedmthat the way to discover or reveal or whatever word you’d like to use.anything,is by actually doing stuff,

you’re more likely to act yourslef into feeling,than feeling yourself into action.

the passion was a by-product of A lot if time,energy,dedication and progress,of building a community.and forming connections and feeling a sense of accountability.Those were some of the building blocks that formed it into a passion.i didn’t find it that way.i think one of the biggest miatakes people make when trying to figure out this passion thing,and I’m definitely guilty of this too,is to just about it.We try to rationalize and figure things out in our head.Clarity doesn’t come from thinking.it comes fromo doing,I’d like to bring up on this point is a quote.

success fuels passion more than passion fuels success.

now the second realistic lesson I would like to talk about is that I had a romanticized idea about what finding your passion was like.

I;ve mentioned all these positive words/and that where I came to this point/which is that I think part of the reason,a lot of people feel confused about their ‘passion’ is because of the way it’s often portrayed in media and films and whatnot.so we may think of the artist who has lost contact with friends.and who sleeps on a mattress in their studio.spending all wake hours dancing around their canvas.and creating painting after painting.fueled by their passion for their art.we may even think of the toxic relatioonships Hollywood loves portraying to us in movies and tv-shows.

we’re brought up on this idea that passion needs to be this intense,obsessive,feeling,and that is desirable,and if it doesn’t feel intense enough,then it’s simply not right,and we should keep looking.so Essentially ,we let our feelings be the sole guide when we are out on our quest to discover our passion.Here’s one of the problems I see with this.so feeling change.we change.and if you ;re only reliant on how you feel about the things that you do.rather than seeing to things like.what am I good at?where lies opportunity?what’s rational for me to do?you’ll likely have difficulty sticking things out.when your feelings aren’t cooperating .Nothing is fun all the time .Nothing is smooth sailing all the time.And it shouldn’t be,SO,viewing passion,that way is to only paint half the picture.personally.

I’m now suffering for something I actually care about,which,I guess to most people,is better than suffering for something you don’t care about.

something like

what determines your success isn’t ‘’what do you want to enjoy?’’ The question is how do you want to suffer.what pain do you want to suffer.

OFTEN TIMES,WE ALREADY KNOW WHAG WE LIKE,WE KNOW WHAT WE TEND TO GRAVITATE towards,what we love talking about,and learning about,and thinkng about.and teaching about,we either a)Don’t take note of it.because we think that nothing great,could possibly be right in front of our eyes,because as humans,we’re inclined to complicate things or b)we’re held back by fear.because we either have limiting beliefs about what’s possible.re we view ourselves as inferior to others,

so much is possible、and，everyone there is a person just like I

so can I ,so xan you

This is so gripping,

loop循環 a time loop

finished episode 1

intriguing 有意思的(something is strange,mysterious,or unexpected)

got me hooked on the few minutes of the episode

intrigue名詞 陰謀 小說劇本故事中的糾葛，曲折情節

now I am intrigued

sb have long used their phones to buy almost everything they need.

coronavirus crisis has supercharged the trend

hook millions of stay at-home consumers

children are hooked on computers

some spend up to 6 hours a day on their gadgets

mind-blowing (to produce a very strong pleasant or shocking feeling)

mystery mysterious

nerve-racking=nerve-wracking令人十分緊張的making you feel very nervous and worried折磨人的

Speaking in public can be a nerve-wracking experience.

I feel goosebumbs雞皮疙瘩的

got a heart attack

beating like crazy

clench my fists攥緊拳頭

kept me upto this edge of cliff

rest of the crew

do an exceptional jjob

hats off to 脫帽致敬

nail it干得好

my humble request

an amazing drama

please do consider it,

watch this in one go

Hell man,,,That’s such a cliffhanger

STH ENDS IN A CLIFFHANGER

cliffhanging

can’t even think of waiting for a week

future viewers don’t start the series before the final

sounds harsh but I think what he said makes sense.

they have to think before they make any move

during the interrogation審訊中

suspect嫌疑人

his physical reaction to things gives m e villain vibes給我一種壞人的感覺

when you’re starting the story ,you need to start with a clear villain

this movie has one of the greatest villains of all time

villainous (very evil,vey unpleasant)

the first scene of the episode

a must-see

drear 陰郁的，陰沉的

cleave劈開

soar猛增 急升

lofty高尚的 巍峨的

azure蔚藍色的

Since olden days we feel in autumn sad and drear,But o say spring cannot compete with autumn clear.

On a fine day a crane cleaves thee clouds and soars high,It leads the poet’s lofty mind to azure day.

crashed into A tank truck

I can’t make it clear to you now

I see you’re sweating,so I wander if you wanna wipe it.

I didn’t mean it. I just wanted to get the tissues.and the usb itself was originally plugged in.i unzipped the bag,and it was unplugge by accident.

he is modelestin me!

what’s going on?什么情況

that man fondled me when I was asleep.

what a pervert這個臭流氓

young lad小伙子

you look refined,how could you do that?

I didn’t do anything

why don’t you drive to the police station,sir?

just go,here is CCTV in the bus

let’s turn around ahead.

it’s digital age now.there’s no way out for him;

do you want to run away after throwing mud at me?Are you afraid of being found out?

don’t be distracted.

pull up

who ofyou can be my witness

I have something else to do .

don’t use that as a crush.

別拿這個當借口

we had it with some dim sum and pickles

it was so adj that…………

MCN(mult-channel network)

merchandises

signed those contracts

create new content

novelist’s main endeavour

to entertain

but you must be fresh and alert to read them with profit

enchant(if something that you see or hear enchants you,you like it very much.)

dispirited/someone who is dispirited does not feel as hopeful,eager,or interested in something as they were in the past

What makes a classic is not that it is praised by critics, expounded by professors and studied in schools, but that large numbers of readers, generation after generation, have found pleasure and spiritual profit in reading it.

一部作品獲得了多少批評家的交口贊譽與課堂里的耐心研究，或者多少學者的講解分析，并不能使它成為經典，只有讀者獲得的樂趣和教益，才是一部作品成為經典的關鍵。

I was writing my album,while I was going through everything.But I don’t think as a person I have what my singing has ,I just think there’s something I’m pulling from somewhere else.ii don’t have something from underneath.it’s coming up through me but it’s not..cause I don’t think I’m that deep in real life.

this is the divorce album.

I think I’m divorcing myself on it.

so,it’s lonely ,I spent a lot of time on my own.really sitting in my feelings and not keeping myself busy .i used to always..if a feeling cam up,I’d distract myself/But I would just whenever I noticed hpw I was feeling ,I would sit down and I sit in it

yeah,that was really hard as well and trying to explain to ,like,a six-year-old at the time,obviously,that I do love him,I’m just not in love with him makes absolutely no sense to a six-year-old like,

I think it’s the same drive as staying in a relationships.

I think it’s as loving as doing that for the kids by leaving and finding your own happiness.so that they really know who you are,

it’s not uncommon to subconsciously feel that we are at fault when we lose someone we cared for;a spouse,grandparent,parent,child,a close friend.

2022/1/26

life is about making your dreams compe true. Is about doing xx 為了做

fall from the sky to your lap

you actually got to put in the work.

become better great at what you do

to be able to take criticism

that’s why when people be like,,,

repetition

cue提示

line臺詞

some more coffee

And the line you have to say///

conceivable

do I need more coffee我需要更多咖啡

scene場景

out front

人品character

the hardest lesson a young person has to learn in their 20s

you’re the main character in your own

yes to life

why does a girl work hard? to see a bigger world to have the opportunity to choose …

especially simple person

expect good luck coming suddenly

manage yourrself well

don’t blame me別怪我

on this journey

get off 下車

right here

the person you should try to be better than is the person you were yesterday.

sit on the couch

want 2022 to be your year

GO out

make a change

Throw away what you’ve been cluttering

Go to bed early ---wake up early

show more attitude

aspire

I never…that one could find everyything one wanted in one person

I was not such a idiot as to believe this was possible

yet in you

gay無憂無慮(充滿樂趣的）

wonderfully intelligent and wonderfully silly as well

want nothing else…..than to be with you

to argue with you to laugh with you

to show you things and to share things with you///to explore your magnificent mind///to explore your wonderful body///serve you 照顧你

bash 猛擊 批評

I want to be you in your won right.

I will do everything I can –to help you in this

but you must take consideration that I am also me in my own right//and that I have a head start on you我比你更有優勢

WHAT I;m trying to say is that you mustn’t feel offended氣惱.

treated simplpy輕待了

what you lose on the swings you again on the roundabouts

church教堂

iwant nothing but happiness both you and me

AND I know I won’t be happy我會深深介意

your ex-conquests你的前任

things seemed clearer when they were written down.

here with a very boring letter in which

put ..down寫下來

you may read and re-read

at horror在恐懼中

your holly你的恐懼

getting involved with me. 為愛上我

I love you with a depth and passion—that I HAVE felt for no one else ///and if it astonishes you it astonishes me as well.

I hasten to say

Far from it.遠不是如此。

it is almost frightening.

I have never had such a feeling before/// I would never have thought it possible that

exclusion

英 [?k?sklu??n] 美 [?k?sklu??n]

n.

排斥;排除在外;不包括在內的人(或事物);被排除在外的人(或事物);排除;認為不可能;開除學籍

exclude

英 [?k?sklu?d] 美 [?k?sklu?d]

vt.

排除(…的可能性);不包括;不放在考慮之列;防止…進入;阻止…參加;把…排斥在外;認為…不可能

exclusive

英 [?k?sklu?s?v] 美 [?k?sklu?s?v]

adj.

獨家;(個人或集體)專用的，專有的，獨有的，獨占的;排外的;不愿接收新成員(尤指較低社會階層)的;高檔的;豪華的;高級的;排斥的;不包括

n.

獨家新聞;獨家專文;獨家報道

could occupy my waking (and sleeping) thoughts to the exclusion of almost everything else.

besot

v.

使醉；使糊涂；使沉迷

besotted

英 [b??s?t?d] 美 [b??sɑ?t?d]

adj.

(對某人、某物)愛得發狂的，癡迷的

v.

使醉；使糊涂；使沉迷

so completely adj

a minute away from them felt like a thousand years.

as to 以至于

yet in you

Not to put too fine a point on it I consider that

I am inclined to be overbearing.我有時候會有些蠻橫。

I do it for the best possible motives 我這么做的目的是好的

tread people underfoot. 忽略別人的想法。

tread

英 [tred] 美 [tred]

v.

踩;踏;踐踏;走;踩碎

n.

步法;步態;腳步聲;(輪胎的)胎面;外胎花紋;(臺階或樓梯的)踏步板;梯面;踏面

underfoot

英 [??nd??f?t] 美 [??nd?r?f?t]

adv.

在腳下;在(腳下的)地面上

adj.

在地上的；〈美口〉礙事的

when I am doing it to you

blemish. blemish

英 [?blem??] 美 [?blem??]

n.

斑點;疤痕;瑕疵

vt.

破壞…的完美;玷污

This, actually, is not so much a blemish of character as a blemish of circumstance.

But I am an established 'creature' in the world,

live in my shadow.

Nothing gives me less pleasure thanthis這是我最不開心的事

it is a fact of life that has to be faced.

jealous

英 [?d?el?s] 美 [?d?el?s]

adj.

嫉妒的;妒忌的;吃醋的;妒羨的;忌妒的;珍惜的;愛惜的;精心守護的

jealousy

英 [?d?el?si] 美 [?d?el?si]

n.

嫉妒;忌妒;妒羨;羨慕;羨慕(的言行)

what jealousy is (thank God) in the real sense of the word.

and this – to my regret – is not what I've got.

pervert pervert

英 [p??v??t , ?p??v??t] 美 [p?r?v??rt , ?p??rv??rt]

vt.

敗壞;使走樣;誤導;誤用;腐蝕;侵害;使墮落

n.

性變態者

goodness善良

It is really a Jekyll and Hyde situation …這是一個雙重人格的情況

lurk lurk

英 [l??k] 美 [l??rk]

v./n.

潛伏;(尤指為做不正當的事而)埋伏;潛在;隱藏著;潛水”;隱身(在聊天室等閱讀在線討論但自己不參與其中)

n.

詭計;妙計;花招

…lurks within me

slumber slumber-----------蟄伏

英 [?sl?mb?(r)] 美 [?sl?mb?r]

n.

沉睡;睡眠

vi.

睡眠;睡

stir

英 [st??(r)] 美 [st??r]

v.

攪動;攪和;攪拌;(使)微動;(使)行動，活動;打動;開始感到;撥弄是非

n.

(一些人感到的)激動，憤怒，震動;攪動;攪和;攪拌

acid

英 [??s?d] 美 [??s?d]

adj.

酸的;酸性的;尖刻的;尖酸的

n.

酸

It is the most terrible of feelings.如果不用 of...也可，但要用單數。最高級表示“唯一一個”，能有許多嗎？

You are never jealous of something you don't care about.

I have seen a thousand sunsets and sunrises/moons

flood

英 [fl?d] 美 [fl?d]

n.

洪水;水災;大批，大量(的人或事物)

v.

(使)灌滿水;淹沒;泛濫;大量涌入;蜂擁而出;大量送至;（使）充斥，充滿;使大受感動;照進;（使）溢流

flood A with B------A都被籠罩在B中

honey coloured light光芒

at sea where it rises and sets

a multicolorued nest of cloud

nest

英 [nest] 美 [nest]

n.

巢;窩;鳥巢;巢穴;藏匿處;秘密窩點;家;（套疊在一起的）一套物件

v.

筑巢;巢居;嵌套(信息)

vast ocean.無垠的大海

harvest moons like gold coins, winter moons as white as ice chips, new moons like baby swans' feathers.

seas as smooth as if painted平靜如止

shot

英 [??t] 美 [?ɑ?t]

n.

射擊;開槍(或炮);槍(或炮)聲;優秀(或不高明等的)射手，槍手，炮手;鉛沙彈;彈丸;一席話，一擊;嘗試;擊球;鉛球;照片;（電影中的）鏡頭;注射;少量飲料;發射

adj.

雜色的;閃色的;破爛不堪;筋疲力盡;毀壞

v.

開(槍或其他武器);射擊;發射;射殺;射傷

crumple

英 [?kr?mpl] 美 [?kr?mpl]

v.

皺縮;壓皺;(使)變皺，起皺;(指臉)沮喪地皺起，哭喪著;(因受傷、失去知覺、喝醉而)癱倒

foam

英 [f??m] 美 [fo?m]

n.

泡沫橡膠;海綿橡膠;泡沫;泡沫劑(用于洗滌、剃須、滅火等)

vi.

有泡沫;起泡沫

ponderously

笨重地;笨重的;生硬地

murderously.

the South Pole

bleak

英 [bli?k] 美 [bli?k]

adj.

凄涼的;荒涼的;暗淡的;陰冷的;不樂觀的;無望的;無遮掩的;索然無味的

n.

(淡水產)銀鯉

wail

英 [we?l] 美 [we?l]

v.

哀號;(因悲傷或疼痛)哭號，慟哭;大聲呼叫;高聲抱怨;發出長而高的聲音;呼嘯

n.

(疼痛或悲傷時發出的)號啕，哀號

winds as tender and warm as a lover's breath;

英 [??str?nd??nt] 美 [??str?nd??nt]

adj.

澀的;(能使皮膚或傷口)收斂的，止血的;尖刻的;辛辣的;微苦而清新的

n.

(用于化妝品或藥物中的)收斂劑，止血劑

the astringent smell of salt

the moist rich smell of a forest floor

churn

英 [t???n] 美 [t???rn]

v.

劇烈攪動;(使)猛烈翻騰;反胃，惡心(擔心、憂慮、厭惡或恐懼的強烈感覺);(使)感到不安，心煩意亂;用攪乳器攪（乳以制作黃油）

n.

(制作黃油的)攪乳器;(舊時)盛奶大罐

yeast

英 [ji?st] 美 [ji?st]

n.

酵母;酵母菌

vi.

發酵;起泡沫

winds that made the waters lap at the shore like a kitten.小貓

shore

英 [???(r)] 美 [???r]

n.

岸;(海洋、湖泊等大水域的)濱;國家(尤指瀕海國家)

v.

支撐;使穩住;用支柱撐住

earthy

英 [???θi] 美 [???rθi]

adj.

土的;泥土的;粗俗的;庸俗的;不文雅的;有泥土氣息的

a newly dug well井

implacable

英 [?m?pl?k?bl] 美 [?m?pl?k?bl]

adj.

不能改變的;不愿和解的;不饒人的

stony

英 [?st??ni] 美 [?sto?ni]

adj.

多石的;石頭的;冷漠的;無情的;鐵石心腸的

a deep cave洞

drug

英 [dr?ɡ] 美 [dr?ɡ]

n.

毒品;藥;藥物

vt.

使服麻醉藥;用藥麻醉;使服興奮劑;在(食物或飲料中)投放麻醉藥，下麻醉藥

hypnotise

催眠術;叛離術;催眠

the hot, drugged midday silence when everything is hypnotised and stilled into silence by the eye of the sun; the silence when great music ends.

炎熱迷離的午后萬物被炎炎烈日催眠的寧靜；一曲美妙音樂結束的寧靜。

I have heard summer cicadas cry so that the sound seems stitched into your bones.

我聽過夏日蟬鳴如芒在骨。

I have heard tree frogs in an orchestration as complicated as Bach singing in a forest lit by a million emerald fireflies.

我聽過樹蛙在無數螢火蟲點亮的森林中演奏著如巴赫管弦樂般美妙復雜的旋律。

I have heard the Keas calling over grey glaciers that groaned to themselves like old people as they inched their way to the sea.

我聽過啄羊鸚鵡飛躍冰川叫喊著，像老人呻吟著走向大海。

I have heard the hoarse street vendor cries of the mating Fur seals as they sang to their sleek golden wives,

我聽過聲嘶力竭的街道商販成交皮草生意的叫嚷，好像是對他們鎏金妻子的贊美；

the crisp staccato admonishment of the Rattlesnake, the cobweb squeak of the Bat and the belling roar of the Red deer knee-deep in purple heather。

響尾蛇清脆卻不連貫的警告聲；成群結隊的蝙蝠的刺耳叫聲；馬鹿在齊膝的紫石楠中的咆哮。

I have heard Wolves baying at a winter's moon, Red howlers making the forest vibrate with their roaring cries.

我聽過狼群在冬夜對月長嚎，紅吼候嘯震山林。

I have heard the squeak, purr and grunt of a hundred multi-coloured reef fishes.

我聽過珊瑚群中異彩斑斕的魚群發出的吱吱、呱呱和呢喃。

I have seen hummingbirds flashing like opals round a tree of scarlet blooms, humming like a top.

我見過蜂鳥如同寶石一般圍繞著開紅花的樹閃爍，如陀螺一般哼鳴作響。

I have seen flying fish, skittering like quicksilver across the blue waves, drawing silver lines on the surface with their tails.

我見過飛魚如水銀一般穿越藍色海浪，用他們的尾翼在海面上劃下銀色痕跡。

I have seen Spoonbills flying home to roost like a scarlet banner across the sky。

我見過琵鷺像朱紅的旗幟從鳥巢飛往鳥群。

I have seen Whales, black as tar, cushioned on a cornflower blue sea, creating a Versailles of fountain with their breath.

我見過漆黑洳焦的鯨魚，在如矢車菊般的藍色海洋中停留，呼吸間創造了一個凡爾賽宮的噴泉。

I have watched butterflies emerge and sit, trembling, while the sun irons their wings smooth.

我見過陽光熨展蝴蝶的翅膀，它浮現、停頓、又扇動。

I have watched Tigers, like flames, mating in the long grass.

我見過鮮如火焰的老虎在長草之中親昵。

I have been dive-bombed by an angry Raven, black and glossy as the Devil's hoof.

我曾被憤怒的烏鴉俯沖攻擊，如魔鬼的爪牙黑暗順滑。

I have lain in water warm as milk, soft as silk, while around me played a host of Dolphins.

我曾躺在溫暖如牛奶、柔順如絲綢的水中，任一群海豚在我身邊嬉戲。

I have met a thousand animals and seen a thousand wonderful things …

我曾遇到過無數生靈，曾看過無數美景……

All this I did without you.

這一切卻未與你共度。

This was my loss.

這都是我的損失。

All this I want to do with you.

這些事情我都想與你共度。

This will be my gain.

這一切才會是我的收獲。

forgo

英 [f???ɡ??] 美 [f??r?ɡo?]

vt.

放棄;棄絕(想做的事或想得之物)

ever(進行比較時用以加強語氣

get a look at the house

hydrate your skin
為皮膚補水

in a row 連續

iconic iconic

英 [a??k?n?k] 美 [a??kɑ?n?k]

adj.

標志性的;圖標的;符號的;圖符的;偶像的

///////////as members of different social classes who fall n love aboard the ship during its ill-fated(disastrous)voyage.

泰坦尼克號

Don't give up life and live it the way you like.

sophisticated

sophisticated

英 [s??f?st?ke?t?d] 美 [s??f?st?ke?t?d]

adj.

復雜的;精密的;先進的;老練的;見多識廣的;見過世面的;復雜巧妙的;水平高的;在行的

sophisticate

英 [s??f?st?ke?t] 美 [s??f?st?ke?t]

n.

老練的;老于世故的人;見多識廣的人

v.

用詭辯欺騙；使迷惑；竄改；摻壞

join sb for dinner

rescue

英 [?reskju?] 美 [?reskju?]

vt.

營救;援救;搶救

n.

救援;營救;搶救;獲救;營救行動

philosophy

英 [f??l?s?fi] 美 [f??lɑ?s?fi]

n.

哲學;哲學體系;思想體系;人生哲學;生活的信條(或態度)

compatibility

英 [k?m?p?t??b?l?ti] 美 [k?m?p?t??b?l?ti]

n.

和睦相處;并存;相容;(尤指計算機及程序的)兼容性，相容性

jack and rose shared a moment on the front of the ship

clip---------------剪輯

英 [kl?p] 美 [kl?p]

n.

夾子;修剪;(金屬或塑料的)回形針;首飾別針;剪短;電影片段;（用手）猛擊，抽打;子彈夾

v.

夾住;別住;被夾住;剪(掉);修剪;碰撞(某物的邊緣或側面);剪下

Tell us of the accommodations (a place for someone tostay temporarily)in steerage駕駛艙

when u are another city,you might need to find accommodations to stay the night.

momentarily momentarily

英 [?m??m?ntr?li] 美 [?mo?m?n?ter?li]

adv.

短促地;片刻地;立即;馬上

immigrant

英 [??m?ɡr?nt] 美 [??m?ɡr?nt]

n.

(外來)移民;外僑

adj.

僑民的

when we say I HEAR,we’re basically saying “I know about something because someone has told me about it.’’and we use it to introduce a subject that we want to talk about it with someone.

I HEAR YOU ‘’I understand what you’re saying’’

ma’am(is short for Madame and is a word we use to address a woman in a polite and respectful way.

hardly any rats means almost no rats or very few rats.

turn the heaters

This is a comical response

不會有什么不同尋常xxxwouldn;t have anything out of ordinary

making the learning journey fun and meaningful

And so ,I wanted to let youknow that …

premium

英 [?pri?mi?m] 美 [?pri?mi?m]

n.

保險費;額外費用;附加費

adj.

高昂的;優質的

comprehend

英 [?k?mpr??hend] 美 [?kɑ?mpr??hend]

v.

理解;領悟;懂

coupon code

英 [?ku?p?n k??d] 美 [?ku?pɑ?n ko?d]

優惠碼;優惠代碼

checkout

英 [?t?eka?t] 美 [?t?eka?t]

n.

結賬;(超級市場的)付款臺;(在旅館)結賬離開的時間

a few more days.

He was of some assistance to my fiancee last night

utterance

英 [??t?r?ns] 美 [??t?r?ns]

n.

用言語的表達;說話;話語;言論

champagnes

be kind enough to order me a whiskey sour?

in our definition of fine art

somewhat means to some degree

you seem somwhat familiar///have I treatened u before?

pirate

英 [?pa?r?t] 美 [?pa?r?t]

n.

(尤指舊時的)海盜;盜版者;盜印者;非法播音者(或組織)

vt.

盜印;竊用

impugn means to criticize by SUGGESTING that someone is not hnoest and should not be trusted.This is

philology

英 [f??l?l?d?i] 美 [f??lɑ?l?d?i]

n.

文獻學;語文學;語文研究

Philosophy

i’m on god’s good humor,

And how is it you have means to travel?

I work my way from place to place.

tramp steamers and such.

and such(and similar things)

and whatnot

tramp

英 [tr?mp] 美 [tr?mp]

n.

流浪漢;流浪乞丐;沉重的腳步聲;長途步行;徒步旅行;淫婦

v.

(尤指長時間地)重步行走，踏，踩

steamer

英 [?sti?m?(r)] 美 [?sti?m?r]

n.

蒸汽機;輪船;蒸籠;蒸鍋;汽船

at a lucky hand at poker

your hand is the group of cards that u’ve received or u get dealt.

deal cards means to distribute the cards among the players(he’s speaking metaphorically to saty that in life sometimes u have good luck and sometimes u don’t’)

u never know what hand u;re gonna get dealt next.

metaphorically [?met?f?r]

adv.

含有隱喻地；比喻地；隱喻地

hid did winxxxtoxxxon a bet by playing poker

proposition

英 [?pr?p??z??n] 美 [?prɑ?p??z??n]

n.

提議，建議(尤指業務上的);欲做的事;待處理的問題;任務;(美國)法律修正議案;見解;命題

vt.

向...提議

one day at a time

A real man makes his own luck.

to make one’s own luck means to rely on one’s skill,ability,and perseverance to capitalize on opportunity,rather than relying solely on luck itself.

////She’s a successful business woman who’s made her own luck.

rootless existence appealing

appealing means pleasing or attractive ,having qualities that people like.

his singing is very appealing to me

根是植物在地下生長的部分，

roots are the parts of a plant that grows underground,

figuratively speaking打個比方

figuratively

英 ['f?ɡ?r?t?vli] 美 ['f?ɡj?r?t?vli]

adv.

比喻地

put down roots means to do the things necessary for a stable life(getting married,buying a house,having chirdren..)

我這里有我需要的一切

I’ve got everything I need right here with me///I got air in my lungs and a few blank sheets of paper.(his needs to be happy are very simple:he just needs oxygen and papper to draw

I love waking up in the morning not knowing what’s gonna happen or who I’m gonna meet or where I’m wind up.(means to srrive or end up in a specified state,situation,or place without planning it)

just the other night I was sleeping under a bridge.

I’ll take some more of that,

i figure life is a gift and I don’t intend on wasting it.///////to intend on is to plan or want to do something.

u learn to take life as it comes at u.(if u take something as it comes,u deal with it in the moment,rather than planning for it.)

to make each day count(to make something count means to ensure that the maximun benefit is obtained.)///if u make each day count,u live each day to the fullest.

I changed my mind

don’t peek.

hold on to(u make ur hold or ur grip tighter)

NOW it’s time to beyond the classroom and live uur english!

copycat盲目模仿者

怦然心動

look at the whole landscape

what does that mean?

A painting is more than thhe sum of its parts.

meadow草地

the sun peeking through the trees is just a beam of light.

chromosomal abnormality

chromosomal

英 [?kr??m??s??m?l] 美 [?kro?m??so?m?l]

adj.

染色體的

every penny

either way不管怎樣

either way it’s not ur concern

he had the umbilical cord wrapped around his neck.

umbilical

英 [?m?b?l?kl] 美 [?m?b?l?kl]

adj.

臍帶的；母系的；中央的

cord

英 [k??d] 美 [k??rd]

n.

繩;(結實的)粗線;細繩;一根粗線(或細繩);燈芯絨褲子

v.

用索子捆[綁,扎]；堆積(柴薪)

I don’t have to.i know the type.

Mr.Loski wa clean and smooth on the outside,but it seemed like there was something rotten…buried just beneath the surface.

she’s quite a girl.那女孩真不賴

some of us get dipped in flat,有的人是淺色的，（我們有的人黯淡無光）some in satin,有的色澤艷麗some in gloss.有的則光彩照人有的人是緞色，有的人帶光澤。But every once in a while,you fins someone who’s iridescent,And when you do,nothing will ever compare.當你真遇到時，什么也比不上他。但是偶爾，你也會遇到色彩斑斕的人。

satin

英 [?s?t?n] 美 [?s?tn]

n.

緞子

adj.

緞子似的;平滑而有光澤的

gloss

英 [ɡl?s] 美 [ɡlɑ?s]

n.

光澤;(平滑表面上的)光亮;用以產生光澤的物質;光澤涂料;亮光漆;虛假的外表;精彩的解釋（或闡述）;注釋

vt.

在…上作注釋(或評注)

我最大的愿望就是juli能離我遠點

All I ever wanted was for Juli Baker to leave me alone.

我們到了

Here we are.

我喜歡這個地方

l like this place.

我的房間是什么顏色

what color is my room?

別急嘛

just you wait

我們進去瞧瞧

let’s see what’s inside/

womenfolk

英 [?w?m?nf??k] 美 [?w?m?nfo?k]

n.

(一個集體或家庭的，尤指由男人領導的)女人們，婦女們

女士們可以去把廚房收拾好

and the womenfolk here can get in the kitchen and start setting up.

for me,it was the beginning of what would be more than half a decade of strategic avoidance 躲避戰and social discomfort.

要幫忙嗎？

don’t you want some help?

快回家吧

runhome.

你媽媽要擔心了

your mother’s probably wondering where u are.

她同意了

she said it’s fine.

我很快發現這姑娘一點也不識趣

it didn’t take long to realize this girl could not take a hint.

I don’t mind

of any kind.

一起來搬這個好嗎

you wanna push this one together?

isn’t it time for u to help ur mother?

I mean,nothing could stop her

I couldn’t believe it/There I was holding hands with this strange girl陌生女孩

我怎么會這么倒霉

How did I get into this mess?

結果Finally

I did the only manly thing available when you’re 7 years.我做了7歲男子漢。。。。

我的麻煩遠遠未結束

my troubles were far from over.

當我一踏入sb老師的教室

thee minute I walked into Miss ..CLASSROM..

sanctuary凈土

我的一世清名毀了it was branded for life.

向她結婚ask her to marry you?

我想出了個主意

I hatched the plan,

等等我wait up

I was wondering if you wanted to go…

to full appreciate the brilliance of this plan

get my ears piercedd,but I begged.

并肩而行

we’d walk around together and hopefully Juli would lose interest.

I still can’t get the hoops till I’m 16

真遺憾that;s a shame.

大發脾氣

she threw a fit and

事情進展得異常順利things were unfolding quite nicely.

你的xxx進展得怎么樣了

what are u doing for ue science project?

混蛋jerk

她很生氣she didn’t take it well/

word go back to Juli,and pretty soon she started up with the goo-goo eyes again.

不過這次更糟only this time it was worse,she started sniffing me.

那是干什么呢what was that all about?

my only 慰藉consolation was that next year would be different.

我怦然心動了I flipped.//it was those eyes,something in those dazzling eyes.

go over跑過去

貨車van

才兩分鐘all of two minutes.

when his dad sent him off to help his mom

so I chased after him

we couold play a little before he got trapped inside.

后來不知怎的他就握著我的手了the next thing I know,hee’s holding my hand and lookingg right into my eyes.

his cheeks turned completely red.

I mean ,it was clear he had feelings for me.

I would give him plenty of opportunity to get over his shyness.

sb entered the picture.sb闖了進來

sb was nothing but a whiny愛發牢騷，gossipy,backstabbing flirt

ALL hair and no substance,

十指緊扣holding hands

等待著我的was walking around with my first kiss.

see through

recess

英 [?ri?ses , r??ses] 美 [?ri?ses , r??ses]

n.

休會;休會期;休庭;壁龕;壁櫥;凹室;隱蔽處

v.

休會;暫停;把…放進壁龕(或壁櫥);將…嵌入墻壁

at recess午休時

I couldn’t get enough of it.

tahen少和我說話he never talked about much of anything with me.

may I speak with u?

have a seat坐下吧

她不算我的朋友she’s not exactly my friend.

為什么？why’s that?

她上了報紙頭版she got front-page coverage

梧桐樹a sycamore tree.

our little corner of our universe.

like that’s valuable information.

I like to think there’s at least a chance the bus won’t show

你眼睛出問題了you’re just visually challenged

bush灌木

and weeds all over the place.

搞得我父親很無奈it bugged my dad bigtime.

sell them at the county fair.

crap廢話

我真同情她妻子I feel bad for his wife/she married a dreamer空想家

it was nothing compared to how annoying JULIBAKER was In that tree

我就要報警了

I’m this close to calling the police.

你這是擅闖私人領地妨礙正常施工you are trespassing and obstructing proress on a contracted job.

抓狂了frantic

that girl has an iron backbone,

干嘛不請她過來玩呢why don’t you invite her over sometime>?

she’s just stubborn她就是很倔把and she’s pushy beyond belief固執得要命

是嗎is that so?

纏著我she;s been stalking me since the second grade,

bing非人人都能和這樣的女孩做鄰居a girl like that doesn’t live next door to everyone.

lucky them。

放下成見without prejudice

好像我還不夠了解JULI似的like I needed know anything more about JULI

the next morning, or the morning after that

she;s got so much makeup on--

他又不老he doesn’t age.

這不正是我想要的嗎isn’t that what I’d always wanted?But I still,I feel bad for her.

或者說or really

I learned a lot about my father

he told me all sorts of things

I don’t know,I guess it’s something about his eyes,or maybe his smile。、、、、but what about him?

I was rescuing a kite,it was a long up ,higher than I’d ever before.and the higher I got,the more amazed I was by the view/I began to notice how wonderful the breeze smelled.like sunshine and wild grass.

sprain扭傷

from that moment on,that became my spot小天地

I COULD sit there for hours,just looking out at the world/

blazing

setting fire to the clouds on the horizon.

整體大于部分之和

iwould get there extra early to watch the sunrise

I was making mental notes…

the streaks of light were cutting through the clouds.

we got work to do

no view is worth my daughter’s safety///you can see everything,you can see the world from here

but nothing seemed matter

I rode my bike,so I wouldn’t have to pass by the stump that used to be the earth’s most magnificent sycamore tree

I never want you to forget how u felt when u were up there.

AND once I could look at it without crying,I saw more than tree,and what being up there meant to me.isaw the day that my view of things around me started changing,and I wondered did I still feel the same things about Bryce?

I’ve never been one to dwell我總得不到別人垂青

dwell

英 [dwel] 美 [dwel]

vi.

居住;棲身

lousy

英 [?la?zi] 美 [?la?zi]

adj.

非常糟的;極壞的;惡劣的;(認為某物無太大價值而不滿或感到受辱)討厭的，倒霉的;(某事物或人)太多的

booster hen

it was the least I could do.

真是太值了it was a bargain.

風雨無阻neither rain or sleet.

how could you?

it was actually worse having her mad at me than having her annoy me,the way she ignored me was a constant reminder that I’d been a jerk.

I couldn’t stop looking over there,

one’s character is set at an early age,I’d hate to see u swim out so far u can’t swim back.

ALL week I tried to approach her at school.she’d always find some way to duck me避開我

I saw my opportunity

it was dumb蠢

I shouldn’t have said anything about ur yard,.

maybe it’s all for the best.

回頭見I guess I’ll see u around./

while JULI’s acceptance of my apology was not all that I’d hoped for …att least the legs thing finally behind me,.

你還挺關心她的嘛you’ve developed quite a soft spot for he,

I find it helps to clear the mind,

如果我那樣了他們會對我怎么樣？what would they have done with me?

you can’t dwell on something that might’ve been你不該琢磨那些也許會發生的事

nuthouse瘋人院

you can’t condemn him for something he hasn’t done.

to be held above the earth,brushed by the wind清風吹拂

taking over in the pit of my stomach…令我很不安

我正在越陷越深I was slipping.

it’s so hard to find a personality。

那是筆大開銷that’s a major undertaking.

你覺得我想讓大家過這樣的日子嗎do you think this is the me I pictured for us?

sometimes you have to sacrifice to do the rigth thing.

well,maybe we should start thinking about what’s right for us.

it is wrong to wanna live somewhere you can be proud of?

I was her best.

but most of all不過，

why should I care what he thought about anything?

hack

英 [h?k] 美 [h?k]

v.

亂劈;砍;劈;猛踢;非法侵入(他人計算機系統);能 / 不能應付（某情形）;騎馬消遣;開出租車

n.

雇傭文人(尤指廉價受雇撰寫報紙庸俗文章者);(受雇于組織，尤其是政客)從事艱苦乏味工作的人;雜務人員;供人騎的馬;可出租的馬;出租車;砍

adj.

出租的;用舊了的;(文人等)被雇傭的;雇傭文人做的

sorry it’s taken me so long to come over and initroduce myself.

trim

英 [tr?m] 美 [tr?m]

vt.

修剪;修整;切去，割掉，剪下，除去(不必要的部分);裝飾，修飾，點綴(尤指某物的邊緣)

n.

(尤指毛發的)修剪;(衣服、家具、汽車等的)飾物，邊飾，裝飾配件

adj.

苗條的;修長的;健康優雅的;整齊的;精心照管的;井然有序的

that’s what I was thinking,

this will prune up nicely修剪

you remind me a lot of her

A lot of them were less/

was he really sorry or was he just saying these things to make himself feel better?
The statute of limitations has run out時機已經錯過了

it’s going to be a sit-down dinner.AND I expect everyone to adress accordingly.希望大家衣著著體

just shoot me down,..careful what you wish for.

In my inmediate future;

odge

英 [d?d?] 美 [dɑ?d?]

v.

閃避;躲開;避開;閃開;(尤指不誠實地)逃避

n.

推脫的計策;逃避的詭計;騙人的伎倆

I convinced myself I’d dodged a bullet. convince

英 [k?n?v?ns] 美 [k?n?v?ns]

vt.

說服;使確信;使信服;勸說(某人做某事)

I had to put JULI out of my mind,

我卻總是身不由己my weakness was unnerving.

it’s not what you think.

隨便你了whatever you say,

get back on track/

that’s what’s weird.i can’t stop thinking about her.

insult insult

英 [?n?s?lt , ??ns?lt] 美 [?n?s?lt , ??ns?lt]

vt.

辱罵;侮辱;冒犯

n.

辱罵;侮辱;冒犯

retard

retard

英 [r??tɑ?d , ?ri?tɑ?d] 美 [r??tɑ?rd , ?ri?tɑ?rd]

vt.

延緩;阻礙;減緩;使放慢速度

n.

弱智;遲鈍的人

dump

英 [d?mp] 美 [d?mp]

vt.

傾倒;拋棄;(尤指在不合適的地方)丟棄;扔掉;丟下;推卸;(向國外)傾銷;拋售;隨便堆放;與（某人）結束戀愛關系;（內存信息）轉儲，轉存

n.

垃圾場;廢物堆;尾礦堆;臟地方;邋遢場所;令人討厭的地方;軍需品臨時存放處;轉儲;拉屎

上梁不正下梁歪The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.

shake off

that was starting to creep back in 這些感覺又開始縈繞在我腦中了

we’d better have a note for your mother,

somehow the slience seemed to connect us in a way that words never could.
puzzle拼圖

pinwheel風車

and apparently they want to know us better,.

he’s got a big crush on you

that boy is lost in love land.

not now,not ever.

coward懦夫

wrong pipe嗆到了

thrilled

sb was a big help.

品味不行·there’s no accounting for taste

她似乎根本不屑于對我懷恨在心it was like I wasn’t even important enough to hold a grudge against /

grudge

英 [ɡr?d?] 美 [ɡr?d?]

n.

積怨;怨恨;嫌隙

vt.

勉強做;不情愿地給;吝惜;認為…不應得到

accusation

英 [??kju?ze??n] 美 [??kju?ze??n]

n.

指控;控告;譴責;起訴;告發

accuse

英 [??kju?z] 美 [??kju?z]

vt.

指責;控告;譴責;控訴

別那么天真don’t be so na?ve

what Is the matter with u?

it felt good to take charge.i felt strong,in control.

金玉其外敗絮其中there was something rotten burnedjust beneathh the surface.

I felt was detached,neutral.

no fireworks,no leftover angry,no flutters,nothing.

and it felt good to no longr care about sb.

the annual school fundraiser

I found myself with a whole new set of problems.

你是傻瓜嗎？are you nuts?

這很渺茫。it was a long shot.

she’s got a wad of cash.她手持巨款

bullshit---bull-true

I saw her counting by her locker.

was it possible she was gonna bid on me?

contemplating

contemplate

英 [?k?nt?mple?t] 美 [?kɑ?nt?mple?t]

v.

沉思;考慮;思忖;思量;深思熟慮;考慮接受(發生某事的可能性);苦思冥想;端詳

better late than never

step forward

I was in miserable
miserable

英 [?m?zr?bl] 美 [?m?zr?bl]

adj.

悲慘的;痛苦的;可憐的;非常難受的;使難受的;使不舒服的;令人不快的;乖戾的;脾氣嚴峻;太少的

cabin

英 [?k?b?n] 美 [?k?b?n]

n.

小屋;(輪船上工作或生活的)隔間;(飛機的)座艙;(通常為木制的)小屋

vi.

把…關在小屋里;使受拘束住在小屋里

outrageous

英 [a?t?re?d??s] 美 [a?t?re?d??s]

adj.

反常的;駭人的;無法容忍的;令人驚訝的

tan

英 [t?n] 美 [t?n]

adj.

棕褐色的;棕黃色的

n.

黃褐色;棕黃色;曬成棕褐膚色;曬成的棕褐色

v.

(使)曬成褐色，曬黑;鞣(革);硝(皮)

I don’t know what came over me?

Juli,I gotta talk to you.Juli,wait ,can we talk?

and u blow it for Juli但是你卻為了Juli搞砸了

you wouldn’t understand/

nuisance

英 [?nju?sns] 美 [?nu?sns]

n.

討厭的人(或東西);麻煩事;妨害行為

have you flipped?你是不是對她動心了？

咱們就別再做朋友了I don’t need the association----well,good,because neither do I

all I could think was Juli

I had to find a way to show her how I felt.

the list is out/up

I;m over him我已經不喜歡他了

I found myself obsessing about sth我發現我一直在想sth

I could feel myself backsliding about sb

我得趕快擺脫出來I had to rise above this

拍賣會auction

I was on edge.我左右為難了

my strategy sufered a setback when I ran into sb

沒什么大不了的no gib deal

太陽真是從西邊出來了that’ll be the day.

set my head spinning again我的頭腦又不清醒了

felt bad for sb同情某人

in front of anybody?

客廳the front room

I gave him permission我允許他了

torture

英 [?t??t??(r)] 美 [?t??rt??r]

n.

折磨;酷刑;拷問;拷打;(精神上或肉體上的)痛苦;折磨人的事物

vt.

拷問;拷打;嚴刑逼供;使痛苦;使苦惱;使焦急;使受煎熬

I blessed a day I found you.

CGTN劉欣

不要讓武漢的眼淚白流

reel from 遭受...（不幸）

deem 認為，視為，相信

imperative 迫切的，重要緊急的

seal off 封閉，封鎖，隔離

gripping 激動人心的，緊握，緊抓

halt 停止，停下，暫停

heroic 英勇的，英雄的，英勇行為

spring into action 付諸行動

initial 最初的，開始的，首字母

protective gear 防護裝備

despite 即使，盡管

frustration 懊惱，沮喪

cooperate with 與（某人）協作，合作

authority 權力，權威，職權

formidable 可怕的，令人敬畏的，難對付的

backbone 脊梁骨，骨氣，毅力

pursue 追求，追逐

medic 醫生，（尤指軍隊中的）護理人員

neighboring 鄰近，與…有睦鄰關系

ventilator 通風設備， 呼吸器

dispatch 派遣，調遣，發送

stigmatize 使感到羞恥，侮蔑

insult 辱罵，侮辱，冒犯

bias 偏見，偏心，偏向，使有偏見

vaccine 疫苗，菌苗

age-old 古老的，已存在很久的

quarantine （為防傳染的）隔離器，檢疫

aggressive 好斗的，挑釁的，侵略的

incidence 發生范圍，影響程度

squander 浪費，揮霍（金錢、時間等）

in full swing 在熱烈進行中

faraway 遠的，遠方的，遙遠的

criticize 批判，批評，評論，挑剔

liberty 自由

restrict 限定，限制，束縛

toll 通行費，毀壞，死亡人數，鐘聲

skyrocket 飛漲，猛漲

claim 聲明，聲稱，宣稱，認領，索賠

misinformation （常指有意提供的）假消息，錯誤消息

deceive 欺騙，蒙騙，誤導

alarm 驚恐，警報，使害怕

pathologically 病理上

suspicious 懷疑的，不信任的

stock up 在…中儲存，貯備，囤積

administration （企業、學校等的）管理部門，行政部門

conference 研討會，商討會

containment 控制，抑制，（對另一個過價力量的）遏制

Chief Editor 主編

historic 有史時期的

sacrifice 犧牲，舍棄

解除封城 Wuhan is open to the outside world again.

life must go on and there’s plenty to look forward to .

imperative

英 [?m?per?t?v] 美 [?m?per?t?v]

adj.

重要緊急的;迫切的;急需處理的;表示權威的;表示命令的;祈使的

n.

重要緊急的事;必要的事;祈使語氣;祈使語氣動詞

deem

英 [di?m] 美 [di?m]

v.

認為;視為;相信

a lockdown was deemed imperative

seal off

英 [si?l ?f] 美 [si?l ??f]

封閉;封鎖;隔離

史無前例 the first time in human history

grip the city3 籠罩著城市

pubblic transport came to a sudden halt.

halt

英 [h??lt] 美 [h??lt]

n.

停止;阻止;暫停;小火車站(只有站臺)

v.

(使)停止，停下

adj.

跛的

they sprang into action to help themselves

gear

英 [ɡ??(r)] 美 [ɡ?r]

n.

排擋;齒輪;傳動裝置;擋;(某種活動的)設備，用具，衣服;衣服;所有物;（特定用途的）器械，裝置;（做事的）速度，努力;毒品

v.

換擋;（使）搭配;（使）適合;使興奮起來;使準備好

But the majority of people cooperated with authorities ,trusting this was for their own good.

formidable backbone

antique

英 [?n?ti?k] 美 [?n?ti?k]

n.

古董;古玩;文物;古物

adj.

古董的;古老的

v.

仿古制作;使顯得古色古香;尋覓古玩

squish

英 [skw??] 美 [skw??]

v.

壓扁;(被)壓壞，擠壞;發吧唧聲;發吱嘎聲

n.

同“squash”;同“marmalade”

depress not close

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輪到我們了we gotta next